The blog i was going to write -
Sometimes to easiest and quickest way to get past something you really don't want to do, is to simply rest into it and take a few steps. A few steps leads to a pace, and a pace will get it done.
The blog i need to learn to write -
Sometimes I can be such a hypocrit.
I have so many 'wonderful' ideas and philosophies, yet how often do I fail to live by them?
I know they're right and oh so much better than any alternative, I know they are - for me, right now - because I believed them into existence in my life. But they're difficult.
And loving is difficult. Loving someone else has nothing to do with what they feel for you or how they make you feel, not in my mind. There are other words for that. Loving someone is putting so much energy and effort into helping them grow - making them feel your love.
Sometimes loving someone isn't what you or they seem to want at the time. It's hard to love. Like it's hard to be loved.
Take that tiny step and move towards what you know is better, what you know will end better, and bring you to a better place.
Tiny steps make a pace, and a pace will take you to where you wanted to go.
"When I was young I did what I felt like, now I'm wiser I do what I decide to do."